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i am a very simple person, yet full of ideas and dreams 'coz i do believe that dreams are what touches our hearts and souls, a magical memory, the union of fantasy and reality and the awesome moment itself... a scorpion person, born on october 28... and being 1 of a scorpion, written below are some hints to know me a little bit;

• people are vain with magnetic personality, with really remarkable endurance,
  • can be ruthless like eagle and will go through ordeal for their loved ones,
  • generally powerful, independent, strong, intelligent and probing,
  • usually very emotional, deep, mysterious, complex, and also secretive,
  • an achiever, striving to succeed, do well in life, extremely likeable for their intuitive traits,
  • determined and often very passionate, causing them to be exciting and magnetic to other people,
  • calm and self controlling, but in reality they are actually very emotional individuals,
  • considered to be gifted 'coz their high striving minds are often incapable of accepting failure,
  • they are more susceptible to receiving a broken heart because of their emotional traits,
  • pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous,
  • fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition,
  • they are hard workers and are willing to help others as long as they are willing to help themselves,
  • with their exceptional will and determination they position themselves to overcome obstacles where most would just give up,
  • how really passionate they can be when they fall for someone, it is with hook, line and sinker, that’s when they show just how truly passionate they can be
----}do hope, i'm one of them... on the 2nd thought... i think, i really am, most especially on the last one... hehehe...

some of my favorite quotes and sayings;

• simplicity is indeed often the sign of truth and a criterion of beauty= from mahlon hoagland... or *simplicity is the nature of great souls= from papa ramadas
----} the more simple you are, the more likeable and lovable you are for me.... so i try myself to be simple as i can, just to make me beautiful although i'm not... hahaha...


• for those who believe in GOD, no proof or explanation is needed and for those who don't believe in GOD, no proof or explanation is possible=from the "song of bernadette"
----} for me, trust is the foundation of good, deep and everlasting relationships especially with our "ALMIGHTY GOD"...


• honesty is the best policy or next to godliness
----} the one i hate most is a liar 'coz i do believe in whatever you or anyone says... yah, i admit that is my weakest point, believing in whatever you say 'coz i'm a good listener... for me, being have a "word of honor"is the best trait that i admire most...


• don't judge the book by its cover
----} i do believe that everyone of us has a dark and bright side of life... so it's unfair that you would just see me based on my personal appearance and the way i do... 'coz no one knows the depths of a man's soul...


• what you do not want done to yourself, do not do to others=from confucius
---} it's very simple, if you don't want to treat you as a dog, then don't treat them like a dog...


• the tongue is more to be feared than the sword=from the japanese proverbs
----} we should take care of what we say, always,and in all places.... and we should examine ourselves in the use of our tongues... 'coz the one who speaks without consideration and without thinking, he/she speaks idly and at random... so we need to think well or 1001 times before we speak...


• if you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything=from mark twain
----} telling lies repeatedly makes your mind confused, you are too busy or crazy to think about those lies and there's no peaceful in mind 'coz you have to remember too much... telling the truth is like accepting it, then it will free the mind...


• a teacher affects eternity, no one can tell where his influence stops= from henry adams
----} during my school days but of course 'til now, i have so much and high respects to all my teachers and to all teachers as well (that's why i graduated from my schooling with quite good scholastic record and honorable mention, so to all students out there, give so much respects to all teachers and be a teacher's pet... hahaha... just kidding, of course you need to study very well and listen to your teacher as well, 'coz they're really like to be as our 2nd parents in school) 'coz for me teaching is the most noble job and not an easy task, without them, no one could be a president, a lawyer, a doctor or anyone else in this world, so, i think they need to compensate them well and treat them well like they are really great,... so, to all my teachers then, my deepest thanks and salutes...


• men always want to be a woman's 1st love, we women have a more subtle instinct about things, what we like is to be a man's last romance= from oscar wilde
----} i really know that most men are born polygamous... although i know the fact that they really love so much the woman they love but they can't stop looking at other woman 'coz they're really polygamous by nature, but can be monogamous by conditioning... so, if we can't be his 1st and only love, then we'll accept the fact... but to be his last romance will definitely do like to us... especially for me 'coz being his last romance, meaning, i'm the most lovable, desirable, worthy and complete his life from his all past romantic escapades... although, i'm not beautiful but definitely, i'm the most beautiful woman in his eyes... hahaha... just kidding... so, for all the women he loved before, sorry, your time is over and it's already my time... so, he's already mine 'til the day he will die and surely 'til i'll die... hehehe...

quotes about the death of michael jackson;

• "this was the most exciting collaboration of my life with a man who has inspired me like no other. ... this was the world's greatest performer and the world will miss him." — kenny ortega, who was directing jackson's upcoming concerts in london and who said he was his friend for 25 years.
• "he was truly a king, as a dancer, as a singer and we may never, ever see a person of talent like that again." — the laugh factory comedy club owner jamie masada, who arranged jackson's introduction to the cancer-stricken 13-year-old boy who later accused the singer of molesting him.
• "michael jackson's accomplished so much that there's not even words to explain what he's done for urban and pop music. every artist that I personally know has been influenced by him. the world has lost one of the greatest entertainers who shaped many generations and will continue to for years to come." — motown/pop singer akon.
• "when we worked together on `bad,' i was in awe of his absolute mastery of movement on the one hand, and of the music on the other. every step he took was absolutely precise and fluid at the same time. it was like watching quicksilver in motion." — film director martin scorcese.
• "the incomparable michael jackson has made a bigger impact on music than any other artist in the history of music. he was magic. he was what we all strive to be. ... i love you michael." — r&b singer beyonce knowles.
• "from the beginning of my career, he was my idol in show business. ... i had his poster on my wall." — singer celine dion.
• "dazed in the studio. a major strand of our cultural DNA has left us. RIP MJ. ... i think we'll mourn his loss as well as the loss of ourselves as children listening to `thriller' on the record player." — musician john mayer, via his twitter feed.
• "we are out of our joy. he is out of his pain. ... he was constantly challenged in the press and all he really wanted to be was the greatest entertainer and he was that." — politician and civil rights activist the rev. jesse jackson, who counseled michael jackson at his neverland ranch while the pop star was defending himself against molestation charges.
----} michael jackson is my most favorite international performer since he was young... no one can beat him from his time until now... so, pls., to all people out there whose easily judging others beyond unreasonable doubt especially to michael... pls., i'm begging, spare him... don't judge him, only GOD can judge him, not me, nor you... and not even us as well... their allegations to him found no proofs, that means, he's not guilty until proven... all you can do is pray for him, pray for his peace... that's all he needs at this time, if you wish to experience peace, provide peace for another, so pls., give it to him, "R.I.P. michael"... and to michael jackson, although i don't know you personally, i do know that deep in your heart, 'coz i saw in your eyes, an expressive eyes that tell a lot about you, 'coz they say that eyes are the mirror of our inner soul... that you're the most wonderful person, that you had a big heart, that you're a sweet person,... oh!... no word can describe you as a person, i think... 'coz if i'm wrong in my opinion about you through your eyes, GOD didn't give you all these wonderful blessings that you had especially your talents... although life is full of trials and pains but GOD has some reasons in everything... really, i was shocked, felt sad and teared up at the same time when i heard this bad news about you 'coz i remember again the deadness of my 1 and only love/man of my life... but i do know that you're now more happier than here in this world 'coz i believe that you're now in the holy hands of our ALMIGHTY GOD... really, i'll be missing you in the days ahead as well as i'm missing so dearly all my dead, deceased, lost loved ones... you're in our thoughts, please know how much you are loved and how deeply your loss is felt by all... but we need to let you go 'coz acc. from a priest, "no matter how you love/like a person, letting go doesn't mean you never love him/her anymore but its more giving him/her to where he/she was belong and that is no other than to our ALMIGHTY GOD"... so, all i can say is R.I.P. michael jackson...

quotes about jackson on the day of memorial service;

• "i just wanted to say, ever since i was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine! i just wanted to say I love him so much." — jackson's daughter, paris, who broke down in tears.
• "michael, when you left us, a part of me went with you. ... i will treasure the good times, singing, dancing, laughing. ... we will never understand what he endured ... being judged, ridiculed. how much pain can one take? maybe, now, michael, they will leave you alone." — marlon jackson.
• "michael always knew he could count on me to support him or be his date. ... we had a bond and maybe it was because we both understood what it was like to be in the spotlight from a very, very young age. i used to tease him and say, `i started when i was 11 months old. you're a slacker. you were like 5?' both of us needed to be adults very early, but when we were together, we were two little kids having fun. ... M.J.'s laugh was the sweetest and purest of anyone I've known." — brooke shields.
• "he created a comfort level, where people that felt they were separate became interconnected with his music. ... those young kids grew up from being teenage, comfortable fans of michael's to bring 40 years old and being comfortable to vote for a person of color to be the president of the united states of america. michael did that. michael made us love each other. michael taught us to stand with each other." — the rev. al sharpton.
• "i'm here representing millions of fans around the world who grew up listening to Michael, being inspired and loving michael from a distance. ... somehow when michael jackson sang and when he danced ... we felt he was right there. ... he made you believe in yourself." — queen latifah.
• "when he did his iconic moonwalk, i was shocked. it was magic. michael jackson went into orbit and never came down. though it ended way too soon, michael's life was beautiful." — motown records founder berry gordy.
• "this is a moment that i wish that i didn't live to see come. but as much as i can say that and mean it, i do know that GOD is good and i do know that as much as we may feel — and we do — that we need michael here with us, GOD must have needed him far more." — stevie wonder.
• "michael was a personal love of mine. a treasured part of my world ... " — smokey robinson, reading a note from longtime jackson friend diana ross at tuesday's memorial service in los angeles.
• "you don't think you'll live to see them gone. ... he is going to live forever and ever and ever and ever." — smokey robinson.
• "we miss you, michael." — mariah carey, after singing "i'll be there" at jackson's memorial service.
• "there are certain people in our popular culture that just capture people's imaginations. and in death, they become even larger. now, i have to admit that it's also fed by a 24/7 media that is insatiable." — president barack obama, who was asked about the outpouring of emotion related to michael jackson's death during an interview with CBS while he was in moscow.
• "they're holding up well in part because they're a strong family ... a big family, religiously devout family. therefore, they have a sense of insulation of their faith." — the rev. jesse jackson, on how michael jackson's family is coping.
• "he was a true gift and there are very few that have come to the magnitude of influence that he had on the world." — neil portnow, president of the national academy of recording arts and sciences.
----}now, i know that i wasn't wronged on what i have felt about you, michael... 'coz based upon on comments about you from your close friends, immediate relatives and family, really no words can describe you as a whole person... you're really such 1 of a kind... GOD really loves you that's why HE ended up your sufferings, trials, pains, allegations from others by in HIS own ways... so that, everyone whose easily judging beyond unreasonable doubts leaves you alone now, so that you can have peace now... but really, we'll be missing you so dearly in the days, years ahead... once again, R.I.P., michael jackson...

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